Have you ever thought that you'd not fall in love with someone who didn't belong to another person?

Yes, I have (before)...

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I always tought that i'd do like that

but

I don't know why something's inside my mind has changed since I met him.
I allowed him to come into my heart without saving myself.
I've already breeded that love from him by loving him just my side.
I never know that he's never tought of me just only one time!!!

I'm truely stupid....

last night

His boyfriend came his room and slept together...
He turn on the camara to me to show that the guy who's sleeping on his bed is his real lover.

It's unacceptable to me... but it's truth

It's hard to accept that i'm out of his eyes, his head and his life

He thinks that we're just friends...

but I don't ever like that opinion
I NEED TO BE HIS EVERYTHING
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I know it's wrong...but .... who's care

if someone one loves the another one so much by their heart
i think that person should get that they wants

now... I'm bad
I wish them to finish their love
I don't wanna get hurt anymore

I know i'm a fucking bullshit bitch

but.....
you have to know that
I really love him by my heart